Archive for December, 2009

holidays in my mind

Wednesday, December 30th, 2009

it’s in something the pictures can’t capture. the way the lights streak out in a million of the tiniest little rays and become a blur of colored stars. in the way the quiet takes hold of you, so peaceful and alone yet completely aware of the chaos that comes in the morning when all of [...]

hooded but no longer hiding

Monday, December 7th, 2009

give it a minute. let it settle into your brain. the sparkles of a first snow, the skids of first steps in the glistening white. a privilege of first come, first serve to the white world of winter. no one stirs at the hours i must, the stampede is still fast asleep. before the plow, [...]

sleep on the floor, dream about me

Saturday, December 5th, 2009

this pulse is broken, pitters and patters led astray. get weaker weekly in denial of malfunction. puncturing in the name of pathology and beginning to wonder if, just as pain, desire and disease are just constructs of my brain, built to defend against the misplaced malice of my world. blurred and burning, vision eludes me. [...]